January 16

To This Day~ Shane Koyczan

Bullies are the kings that rule kingdoms

but drown us puppets in the tears shed

whirling

down deep in the dooms of despair

taking a breathe afraid to protect

holding in the quarrel of hurt

cutting at the dark wimps of deadness

eating our hearts

ambition isn’t our goal

living is a choice we decide to end

all for one who trails along our tail end

ugly, stupid, kill your self

its never ending

shadow masking decisions

the live heartbeat is accountable of feeling grazed and broken

we often follow our monsters into our closest

to suck the purity and replace it with scarcity

in fear of being kept hostage

for a life time

to our masters

wanting to escape with the pills kept at hand

by our bedside

convinced this was the only way out

too late

it’s the end

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December 14

I Have Learned….

 

 

I have learned,

to find beauty in the ugly,

to find a flower in the ashes,

to search around,

 

In cracks,

for something,

that pulses with vibrance

that radiates the world around it.

 

I have learned to find the seed,

of love, in my hate filled heart,

to nourish the seed,

when the poison takes over,

to coax the seed,

when it is scared to bloom,

the forbidden truth.

 

I have learned

to wipe the tears away,

to let the sarcasm falter,

to feel what is numbed,

when you are around,

your words,

sliced until,

I was drowning in my own blood,

the scars were fresh,

on my skin,

but the blood is drained,

and the scars have faded,

easier to conceal,

easier to forget.

 

I have learned,

to leave my mark,

to paint my words,

smear my tears,

over my smile,

to let you know,

why my heart throbs,

why my hands tremble,

without moving my lips.

 

I have learned,

to drape the cloak,

heavy with smiles,

weighted with laughs,

across my slumped shoulders,

so I can cry,

under my hood,

heavy with laughs,

weighted with smiles.

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December 14

10 things I once had

What did I once have,

but have no longer?

What do I need back,

that is being held away?

 

My vibrant little shirt,

The most important thing of my childhood,

Shipped off to my cousin,

along with my free luxuries.

 

I used to be so certain

in the honesty of men,

in the trustworthiness of them.

All are gone, my innocence the tax.

 

As my brother moved out,

so did my free time.

School life took all,

…even my gym shirt.

 

If I could please,

just have one thing back,

I beg here on my knees.

My love for all humanity, I need it,

 

Fast.

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October 31

Love

A girl was hurt a lot in the past because of family issues and by boys. She did not love herself instead she hated herself with the way she looked and what other thought of her.

One day she met a boy on her way to school walking down the street. There was something about the boy that the girl liked and when she was with him she felt good about herself a lot more.  The boy and girl started dating and she was so happy with him. She ignored the negativity in her life. One day the boy broke heart and left her shattering and broken. She turned to drugs and alcohol to let go of the pain. Something horrible happened in her life her parents divorced and that left her in a spot to give up and commit suicide.

The boy came back to her and told her he made a mistake and the girl ignored him completely wondering why he came back to her. He was not there for her when she needed him the most. She soon later forgave him and he promised that he would not break her heart ever again and that is  what he did. He was there for her all the time. They soon married after a couple of years and had two kids and from that moment on she was the most happiest girl out there.tumblr_mzogx5Agrn1skrctjo1_500

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